i am clearly a negligent blogger

sorry about the month long gap dudes. at least it was the shortest month of the year.

things have been mostly the same here. more unrealized job hopes. more time killing at pointless jobs. my boss was out of town for the last week and a half. i literally spent my time listening to this american life online and embroidering. i'm actually getting carpal tunnel from playing online puzzle games. no kidding.

i did a little radio piece for free speech radio news with this cool girl darby who lives down the street from me. (in the awesome radical queer co-op the palace which constantly puts double date house to shame.) it's only two minutes long, but it's nice, and you can listen to it online at www.fsrn.org. just go to the news archives and pull up the show from monday the 28th. we're the last three minutes.

hopefully i'll be able to do more stuff like that, but i need project ideas of my own to work on, and a lot more experience.

went to nyc. saw the gates. they were nice but not spectacular. i loved all of the people milling around. there were thousands of people gathered for nothing more than a free aesthetic spectical. even better than fireworks and parades, both things that i firmly believe in.

more disturbing dreams about my dead ex. i've been having them all the time. i wish they would stop. this last one involved living in my dad's old house in cleveland with andrew and his mom. i came home one day to discover that they had moved out while i was gone. the house was a mess and all their stuff was gone. i searched frantically for some way to contact them, find out where they had gone. a mutual friend stopped by the house, and as she was leaving, i asked, "you don't have any idea how i could reach andrew and pam do you?" and she gave me a horrified look, and i remembered that andrew was dead.

you should come and visit me. yes you. unless i don't know you, in which case that might be awkward. but otherwise come on down. this is our nations capitol. you could protest something while you are here. we will cook you good food. you will love it.

also, friendster chat. i'm there all day. and so bored and lonely i could cry

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